Remains Unseen

Thur, Aug 26, 2010

A really quite phone day today. Hopefully I can find something that will give me something to do. So they were talking about stalking people on the radio and I thought to myself I think we are all guilty of it to some extent. I mean even Malia does it. And today I end up on who's profile?... Anyways and it started to bother me slightly especially knowing what the little brother was up to. And it was about to be made worse when I had to be stuck listening to the current all day. But as luck would have it. We were not able to get it here and am stuck with Cities 97. Not sure for how long. Maybe long enough for me to get out of here?

~Candy~

So I think I may have had too much hard candy. Mouth is starting to hurt and a layer of film is starting to over it ever so slightly. I brought in the candy just to get it over with and off my mind. It filled out the dishes nicely. It's rather colorful. Makes me wish I had a camera to take a pict with. It sure would look nice. I do sure do have good taste in some good looking candy. What is really bothering my today is my pinky finger. It's the same pain when I get lazy and not use a nail clipper? I don't recall ever peeling it though.

~Tempted By the Fruit of Another~

Of late, have been feeling so. Even I want to say now I an starting to not care. What I smelled was some sort of stragonoff egg noddle. I think I need to pick up some milk today. Maybe I should stop by at home first and see what's there first before I end up with two cartons of milk.

Photo Reading: http://www.reddit.com/r/photoclass/

White Castle: http://www.whitecastle.com/promotions/saversacksfb/coupon

Sesame Roll: http://www.livestrong.com/thedailyplate/nutrition-calories/food/generic/chinese-black-sesame-rolls_44090/

Dim Sum: http://chowtimes.com/2010/03/23/dim-sum-at-red-star-seafood-restaurant-in-president-plaza-richmond/

Korean BBQ: http://rasamalaysia.com/kalbi-recipe-korean-bbq-beef-short-ribs/#more-6788

I was thinking meat, but I can always do a tofu dish. So many foodies to look at. Not enough time to try it all. Well good thing today is Thur and tomorrow is Fri. Not sure yet what I want to do yet. I think I may have had too much bread for today. We shall see. I don't feel like driving all the way over to park, but it be closer to the stop sign over there to get out a smudge faster. Just make sure you feed yourself and try to do things that just off the top of your head and not to dismiss them so easily. You won't be getting much done that way.

Mariage d'Amour

Wed, Aug 25, 2010

Don't get too excited. I still feel something is up. I am not sure what it is. But something. Something in the water. Something I can feel in my bones. It's like the Katy Perry song Teenage Dream. I do something want to think it is like one. At the same time not. There's a longing for it. We have temperature issues. It's either too warm or too hot. We so need some windows in here. Even though I don't really know what I am doing. I still need to make it believable.

Cinnasticks..http://networkedblogs.com/7bF4G

3% hydrogen peroxide

Secrets of Tut: http://ngm.nationalgeographic.com/2010/09/tut-dna/hawass-text

Ecreativeworks: http://www.ecreativeworks.com/employment.htm

Getting Over

Tue, Aug 24, 2010

I try not to get ahead over myself. I didn't say much of yesterday's trip to acctemp. It was a nice morning. I have to admit it was really nice drive down there. Better yet, I didn't get lost there. I did get lost on foot both times going and leaving. But to my surprise was only 10 mins late going and maybe around 30 for leaving and less than 10 late getting back to work. Chicken sandmach is really good, especially when it's not a weekend old.

http://www.reddit.com/r/sex/comments/d4tz6/dirty_talk_101_talking_dirty_to_a_girl/

I always dread Tuesdays. It's always the long day especially when it hits 2-3pm. And the two jerks are hiding again. Good Lord, so bored today. I can rant and rave about a lot of things, but who cares. I am more cold than average. I want to chew on some carrots, but I am more cold to do it. I am not really that tired, but just bored to the point of tired of being bored. Head it kind of itchy today, but I don't think I really put anything in it.

I guess it's nice to read once in awhile. It can really pass the time by. And there goes an hour and I am still not done reading. I still an not sure how to deal. At times I am resentful and feel you don't want to put in effort then I won't. But at the same time I want to be understanding and supportive. I am not sure what is needed in the situation and if I should put aside my own needs. How long should I put mine aside? It's like an earlier scenario this week about considering others feelings and I seem to like to put them ahead especially at work. And then I am egged on to put myself first. Do I do the same for this situation as well? There's really not a one size fits all situation.

Heat

Tue, Aug 24, 2010

So I managed to get it done. Not sure how I did it, but it got done. None of it was as hard as it seemed. It's just a matter of getting it done and over with. I do feel better now that it's done. I do worry some if it ends up being anything. I will lose some freedom and other randomness that I have had the joys of dinkering around. And lets not forget about farming as well. Oh well, it will be what it's meant to be. I can't be bothered. This morning wasn't bad. Everything was fairly timely. Nothing was done early. More like it happened when it should, just on time. Can't really force anything. Not even people out of depression.

http://i.imgur.com/kbG62.jpg

Your Horoscope - Today, Aug. 23, 2010

Don't be surprised if you receiving some intriguing news today, mel, either in the mail or over the telephone. It may be that a dear friend from far away is planning on coming for an extended visit. Or perhaps you receive word of a compelling career opportunity. Keep your eyes and ears open, as much interesting news is likely to come your way. Travel is indicated, so make sure your passport is up to date.

Bummer

Mon, Aug 23, 2010

http://minneapolis.craigslist.org/hnp/rej/1836589624.html

http://minneapolis.craigslist.org/hnp/mar/1839740963.html

Julia Cordes

Closer

Executive Title

5100 Gamble Dr, Suite 450

St Louis Park, MN 55416

P: 651-503-6223

F: 651-436-2303

A: 763-253-0471

julia@etofmn.com

Ross M. Gabriel

President

1171 Northland Dr. Suite 100

Mendota Heights, MN 55120

Phone: 651.287.8300

Mobile: 952.484.6563

Toll Free: 800.695.1619

Fax: 651.289.2251

The problem is that they maybe have too much relactions with them. But I need to protect myself.

Mortgage Processor / Executive Assitant (Plymouth, MN)

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Date: 2010-07-10, 10:05PM CDT

Reply to: job-3s6j4-1836589624@craigslist.org [Errors when replying to ads?]

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Are you a current mortgage processor or loan originator looking for a change of pace? We are an established local mortgage company with a solid 11 year track record in need of an experienced mortgage processor that can also handle executive assistant duties. This is a high touch customer service driven environment. The environment is professional, fun and challenging all at once. You WON’T be stuck in a cubicle processing 50 files a day. You WILL be processing files for our high net worth clients that need extra special attention as well our average income clients that need just as good of service but on a different level. In addition to processing loan files your down time will consist of executive assistant duties that will include hosting in office gatherings, customer support and a myriad of other duties sure to keep you on your toes. Are you flexible and a quick learner? You will have to be to get this position.

Basic qualifications:

• Calyx Point experience

• FHA/VA/Conventional/Jumbo/Unique Portfolio Products

• Ability to figure income using multiple tax returns (complex self-employed scenarios)

• Knowledge of current RESPA/HVCC/Reg Z guidelines and disclosures

• Great communication skills (verbal and written)

• All other basic processor abilities and knowledge

• Overall proficient office abilities

Send resume and any other applicable information for consideration.

Location: Plymouth, MN

Compensation: Tied level of abilities and experience

Principals only. Recruiters, please don't contact this job poster.

Please, no phone calls about this job!

Please do not contact job poster about other services, products or commercial interests.

PostingID: 1836589624

PR, Marketing and Sales Director - Rollout position (Plymouth, MN)

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Date: 2010-07-12, 7:19PM CDT

Reply to: job-dfy2h-1839740963@craigslist.org [Errors when replying to ads?]

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We have created a brand new position within a new branch in our company and need to find the perfect person to put in place for our August 1st roll out. You won't be bored and this position promises to be challenging and rewarding all at the same time. You will be responsible for PR, Marketing, Customer Service, Sales (direct and B to B) and more on a daily basis. You must be willing to be "the face" of our company as your face will be posted within our marketing pieces throughout the Twin Cities. If you aren't comfortable with this aspect don't bother inquiring. Most of your work will take place within the office but many times you will need to conduct work outside the office so you must have a reliable vehicle.

Basic requirements we are looking for:

• Confident and dynamic personality

• Enthusiastic with high energy

• Positive and professional attitude

• Well put together appearance

• Creative thought process

• Self motivated

• Intelligent and willing to learn

• Money/Results driven

• Excellent empathetic listener

• Great Communicator (verbal and written)

• Overall above average individual (is that too much to ask?!)

Could this could be you? Send whatever you feel you should to get our attention and let us know why you could be the one. It could be any or all of the following: resume, bio, photo, cover letter, references, letter from your Grandmother or anything else you feel will give us a reason to want you to be the one to fill this position.

Your inquiry will be kept private, we won’t contact your references or any employers past or present until after we have reached an agreement with you that we would like to move forward.

This is a full time position so be ready to get to work, have fun and be challenged. We will follow up with those that qualify.

Location: Plymouth, MN

Compensation: Negotiated based on experience and qualifications.

Principals only. Recruiters, please don't contact this job poster.

Please, no phone calls about this job!

Please do not contact job poster about other services, products or commercial interests.

PostingID: 1839740963

Things seems to be moving in a certain direction. I am not sure what or to where.

- Working with customers and loan officers

- Pipeline Management

- Organization

- Microsoft Office Products

- Typing and Data-entry

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I need to look out for myself and invest in myself. I seem disapointed but after yesterdays conservation, I was not surprised. What do they want from me? Do they want more? Since they are looking, I know where this is going. Can it be helped that they are not giving me much to go on. I guess is right. Really maybe carelessness and not high enough standards make things the way it is. Whatever happens, I can make do with it. Does the Lord give us tasks that we can not perform? This all really could work in his favor. We shall see and hopefully this will go the way the Lord wants it to.

July 14, 2010

Tarot reading:

Today you’re placed under the watchful eyes of the Emperor and the World, mel. You dream of finding emotional fulfillment. You’re less interested now in the unknown, in new openings and new encounters. You want to find long-term happiness and stability and even begin to create a home. As far as your emotional life goes, you have everything you could wish for. On the work front, Judgment and the Emperor herald rapid and radical changes that are advantageous to you as you try to turn an ambitious project into reality. You’re greeted with numerous opportunities to develop your plans and to secure the future of your ideas; to think up innovative, but effective, ways of working. You set out the milestones of your future career path with confidence.

Maybe it is really time to turn a new leaf. I am still thinking who I shoud I tell if anyone. So what was the hurry for the affidavit when it just sits there anyways as we wait. No sense at all. It's all just cow pop. I can understand now why when you try to fire someone, you don't give them advance notice. As I sit here on my final days. I can don't blame them for wanting more. More on mysefl for being so hopeful dare I say all to be disapointed and have dreams dashed. Sure is a downer. Even given a chance, for others to say you are not enough.

Taro:

Today you’re placed under the watchful eyes of the Emperor and the World, mel. You dream of finding emotional fulfillment. You’re less interested now in the unknown, in new openings and new encounters. You want to find long-term happiness and stability and even begin to create a home. As far as your emotional life goes, you have everything you could wish for. On the work front, Judgment and the Emperor herald rapid and radical changes that are advantageous to you as you try to turn an ambitious project into reality. You’re greeted with numerous opportunities to develop your plans and to secure the future of your ideas; to think up innovative, but effective, ways of working. You set out the milestones of your future career path with confidence.

Even though I may receive bad news, I am not as sad as I expected. I did meet some interesting people. People I want to be like. I should start taking everything with me now. What I bring to eat, I eat for today. I have more or less confirmed what's going on and I need to prepare myself. It really gets to ya doesn't it?

Gosh Darn It!

Fri, Aug 20, 2010

And it maybe the second time I can recall forgetting the purse and driving without anything... I just need to be careful as usual. Lots of minor things to do today.

How time goes by so quickly and it's almost 2pm.

Aww Shucks

Thur, Aug 19, 2010

No too shabby. Some good looking fellas. Not the pudgy type I would expect. Something very attractive for some reason. Always have like the blue collared type. So down to earth. Too bad taken. At least I will still have my radio till next week.

Drew Johnson

Homelink Entertainment

(763) 746-9030

c:(763) 238-0416

2525 Nevada Ave N Suite 104

Golden Valley, MN 55427

We also got the tv up. Well at least one of them up. Ate some junks today. I did get some things done in the morning, made some calls and scheduled. I am getting to the point where I feel I got nothing else to lose. Loosing anyways. Without, there's nothing left but just me. I know this would happen. Still sad about it, but over time I have finally accepted the idea. It has become a reality to me. Not sure where I am going, where I am heading. I will make due with the situation. Got to be a survivor. So what needs to be done now?

-Call mom about where are the potatoes

-Start temp profile

-Vac carpet

-Vac hard floor

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Jenna Haze's blowjob scenes. For awesome deepthroat, google ideepthroat. Some married chick (heather) and her husband run that site. The woman is goddam amazing at it.

Daily Planetary Overview

The Moon moves into Capricorn today and makes several powerful aspects to other planets throughout the day. You may encounter power struggles at work or with authority figures, so try to stay under the radar and refrain from petty arguments. Patience and persistence will pay off more than struggle and resistance.

Your Horoscope - Today, Aug. 19, 2010

You're likely to be feeling strong, focused and enthusiastic today, mel, and you could well be looking toward the future and making new plans for yourself. You might be contemplating some major changes, perhaps an entirely new career, or perhaps a move to a distant state. Creative activity, possibly writing or speaking, could also be an option open to you right now. Don't plunge ahead indiscriminately, however. List your options and consider carefully the pros and cons of each.

Attitude

Wed, Aug 18, 2010

What's with it? I guess I should assume no matter who it is, it's all important and just not bother with it and take a name and number. So I just downloaded Google chrome and it seems okay. Will take some getting use to. At leasts it checks my spelling. Else the search thing is kind of missing. And there's this strange things that pops up at the bottom left corner that I don't know what it is. So just realized eats a breakfast biscuit each day. Though somehow it's only 200 cal, it sure smells good. I really can't risk being caught. I'll see what I can do. It's so gloomy today. Not sure if I be able to dig for potatoes.

Think what has come is that has become a miserable fuck. Really just miserable. Still not sure when things be better or if they ever will be. Don't feel like talking? Fine, I don't want to talk to a miserable fuck anyways. Should I be more tolerant?

Andy Weigman

Local Sales Executive

6901 E. Fish Lake Road

Suite 180

Minneapolis, MN 55369

M: 612.386.9159

Online courses.. http://onlineuniversityrankings.org/2009/the-worlds-50-best-open-courseware-collections/

-Dig out Po-tay-toes

-Vac Carpet

-Vac hard flour

-Change phish

-Mail packages

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Whim

Wed, Aug 18, 2010

It's just a gut feeling. Either way. It could have been an error. Or maybe something was up. Either way, it's something that should be changed. I think it has happened once before.

It's Not Easy Being Green

Tue, Aug 17, 2010

Can't say tummy is doing too well with so much sugar in there rolling around. At least one thing I did notice that the keyboard space bar wasn't sticking no more. So anyways, lets not bother with it. If someone doesn't feel it's important enough to let you know, than maybe it's not important enough for you to bother hearing it. There has been a few good samples to order today. Tuesdays seems to be the slowest. I can feel myself getting all anxious. Many things around here to be concerned aout. Some things about other people. Mostly for myself. Not like would use the planner anyways. If meant to use it, would have taken it right? It may barely fit in the bag. There are more times often than not I don't really feel like eating, though I should. In the end, what happens today doesn't matter. I got my own things I need to deal with. I know I lack trust. There doesn't seem to be anything I can do on this end. You can always come up with a reason or excuse for anything. It's eating away at me. Like a paracite feeding off me. "My god, it's amazing we got so far." Didn't think it would last through the summer. Summer hasn't gone well either way. I am tired of looking for something I am not finding. I don't want to search anymore. I don't want to look. I don't want to wait. But what am I? Am I needy? Am I controlling? What is it that I want? An I lacking excitment? And then buying something I don't need.. I should put myself first and make decesions based on my own wellbeing and consideration. Don't worry about others.

www.seriousteachers.com or www.eslcafe.com and look for ONLINE

odesk.com or elance.com

Garden & Associates

-Ship zon stuff

-Upload puppy picts

-Toss parm cheese

-Toss other fridger things

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Omg, I just found the most adorable goldfish ring and ear rings. Ebay sure can take up a lit of time. Too bad not being paid to do so.

Options

Mon, Aug 15, 2010

Option1...http://www.option1staffing.com/

Accountemps...http://www.accountemps.com/

EdwardJones...http://careers.edwardjones.com/us/index.html
weststaff

It's rather strange that is not around at this time of day. Not sure wat is going on if anything. Really has been depressing. Today no one is really around. I wouldn't mind it as much is I was paid to sit here, but that's not the case is it? Had a talk with Malia. Really is a cool chick. Got some insight. How personality is so important.

Usbank nonanency rates

Canon DSLR & Sony DSLR

I really like the green. And it's easy on the eyes and has good contrast. I need more time to deal with things. I need more organization. The green may help though. It's nice to look at. Who knew, grass. Today no one was really at the office. It's nice. How things can be different. I am not sure what is going on with them two. It's not looking good at this point. Should I jump ship? You really can't blame me for locking up.

-Upload photos

-Online check-in

-Ebay auction at 11pm

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Uncaring Frustrations

Sat, Aug 14, 2010

It's the whole due diligance thing. I mean you are sitting there, I mean do you mean to not deal with it right now? I thought you would want it to be closer, but I guess not. So screw how you feel and do what's best in the setting. All feelings aside. I know I've got problems. But my feelings aside, can it be really such a bad thing if it makes them happy? I feel sad if it's at the expense of my own. So many Secrets...

Wallpaper..http://wallpaper-nature.com/images/wallpapers/Fire-On-The-Sky-Wallpaper-279902.jpeg

Wallpaper..http://i.imgur.com/SPY3v.jpg

To stare at.. http://wonderfl.net/c/iNy0/fullscreen

I was thinking of going out, but then again there isn't anything I really want. I did got take a peek. There maybe a belt, but I am not sure. I got a few back home. I really can't see myself with a larger belt. But it's all less than $30 so I can't use the $15 off $30. I just have so much dout on all this. I am not even looking forward to it. I do really feel it will work out the way I saw from the start. I don't see why someone can't just enjoy the time here while it lasts instead mooping it all away.

So Cute...

Complaint

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

There's always one isn't it? I am not sure where this is going. A part of me is really scared. A part of me really wants to stay. A part of me really wants to leave. A part of me can't see where I belong in this. A part of me wants to make something out of it. I had the same realization as I did the other times where as I was on the phone, there was nothing to talk about. It's so early in the day and nothing is going on. I am more or less consumed by my own demons. How long can this go on? I will find a time eventually. I worry about the worse.

http://swmc.com/swmc/careers.php
http://careers.citimortgage.com/careers/nam/citimortgage/index.htm#
http://www.executivetitle.us/index_files/join.htm
http://www.gotappraisals.info/join
http://www.titlemaster.com/Company/CurrentOpenings.aspx
http://careers.thomsonreuters.com/
http://www.securian.com/Careers/careers.asp


OMFG.... it smells so bad... I can't beleive some guys can smell so bad. It's horendious.

Taro: Your romantic hopes might well be shattered today, and you may be forced to seriously consider a separation. The conjunction of the card of Death and the Star often indicates an emotional crisis, and it goes without saying that this could be making you feel very downbeat today. It’s difficult to give advice in these situations, but it’s no good swimming against the current or trying to convince someone to stay if they have already packed their case, dear mel. Deep down, of course, you know that with time you’ll get over it. In your work environment, your projects and your professional career seem to be stalling at the moment. You’re basically waiting for a green light or for a change in the organization, as in the absence of this your hands are tied and you cannot do anything, or commit to even the smallest expense. Having to wait like this is costing you your last nerve and yet there is nothing you can do. The alliance of Temperance and Death shows that you with a little good will you will be able to be patient and to adapt to the new order of things.

It has come back to this point that whatever happens, it doesn't matter as long as you are happy doing what you are doing, it no longer matters to me. I am unsatisfied with a lot of things that has come to my attention. There is really no one I can speak to about it. Yet there seems to be more pressing issues that needs to be resolved than what I want. Not to say what I want isn't important, but it just doesn't seem all that important with all that is going on around. When it is important enough to deal with? Or does it always take a backseat? When will it be its turn? How long do I wait? Is there a need for a talk? We'll see. There be a time and place for it.

http://www.askmen.com/dating/dzimmer_100/110_love_answers.html

And the many things to do while i still have my head on straight. I should go out and get some bread, but not sure where yet. I already got cookies, so do I really need more? Not really. I am also temped to stop by express as well.

-Wrap and ship zon
-Bread
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Dungness

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

I can't seem to get the timing right. I don't really want to care about other things right now. But it's light right when I want to pop in there to talk, something happens. Someone else either pops in or calls. The timing is just not right. So with the ebay bidding thing, I did learn a thing or 2. Which is not to give people time to bid. But how much time do I need? I think 10 seconds will do with the buffer time to confirm. There won't be enough time to make another bid on top of that. I feel now I should not think so much and just do. A simple responce. A quick responce. You tend to forget things quickly. Now is a $5 discout enough? Not really, but it's better than nothing. Got to search local ads, I forgot to look. I was just sitting here and thinking to myself good Lord where was that smell coming from? I at first thought it was my trash, but I looked up and noticed the dying flowers and you know how that can smell. And so the two have imprissoned thenselves in their cave. Not sure what it going on there.

This is rediculious. All they do is hide in there. What can be so important? I still want to try to finish off the salad before I go browsing. Will I still want to go back out out if I do that? I am sure salad can't sit that long without me watching it. Why so dark outside? Not sure what's up with the weather. I don't really feel much like approaching the issue. As after talking onver the phone, they seem to not want me to do anything about it. I am lossing will to be here. I am also lossing will to work on other relactions as well. Maybe too much dead air in the office. So many things I want to do... There is one pressing thing I really want to get over with. It just doesn't seem to be the right time. I have given myself this week as a deadline.

Butt Cramps

Monday, August 9, 2010

Now I really know how out of shape I am in. Gosh, Jer does look so old.

Thank the Lord

Friday, August 6, 2010

Many things to be thankful for even though we are in these confusing times. Everything may not be able to be solved at one time. But it seems like when you get one thing done, another issue arises. Where do they all come from? Thank the Lord for me feeling better. Although last night was strange. I was all feaverish and dizzy, I felt like I was going to die. I woke up twice at around 2am and I felt scared and in a panic. My throat is still scratchy, not sure if it's the chips or who it is. Think it was scratchy in the first place, and I just may have made it worse. Unfortunatly they seem busy. I am sure I should not be eating chips, but I feel chipy. Okay, so I went and peeked, busy. And yesterday felt so bad, didn't get a chance to gget up this morning to call. Was going to have do it, but someone had to ditch me. Oh well, wasn't meant to be. Think when it comes down to the end, never was meant to pay me. They just meant there was a closing tomorrow. Gosh darn it. The days does sure go by faster when you are feeling better. I am still not sure if i should say something or not yet. I rather prepare on my own end first. The thing is that I may need to return to gather evidence.

I am greatful for the bleeding and for feeling better. I want to say if I was not feeling better, would I be more daring? I want to call first and make sure all my ducks are in a row.

-Change sheets
-Change fish
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Linda - American Family

Glitter Ball - http://www.commonsensewithmoney.com/2010/08/free-glitter-ball-from-borders/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+CommonSenseWithMoney+%28Common+Sense+with+Money%29&utm_content=FaceBook

It will depends on how the call goes how angery I get especially if I knew I would get some sort of compensation. But do I want to use them as a reference? I am not so sure about that. Not like either of them are all that dependable. Scope and Taro are reflective of today. Taro saids if I am going through with it, I need to be confident but I won't be till I make that call first.

Looking Out for Self

Thursday, August 5, 2010

[ 612.279.2400 Helpdesk ] [ 612.279.2405 Direct ] [emily@techgen.com email]
Emily Najjar
Technology Specialist
TechGen Consulting, Inc.

Delivering Today. Anticipating Tomorrow.

Rebecca Penner
Integrated Processing
PO Box 151
Goddard KS 67052
p. 316.440.5945
f. 866.591.6396
c. 316.708.1729
rpenner@integratedprocessing.net

~Secrets~
They are so secretive. Not sure what is going on. can say it's to keep out sounds or to keep in sounds.. I don't like it. I really have a hard time respecting privacy. There is none with me, nor do I trust.

Wages: http://www.dli.mn.gov/LS/FaqWages.asp

Forms: http://webapps.dol.gov/libraryforms/FormsByTitle.asp Maybe useful. With so many forms, not sure which one to look for.

Gosh darn it, I am so cold and wearing so many cloths. Their time is almost up and yet they are still in there. Anyways, I do want to be compulsive. But right now don't think anything they can do except give me more excuses. I will wait till at least Monday to see what's their responce and what I can do with it comes to the gov. I am really getting frazzeled by this. It doesn't help that I am not feeling well. I just ache all over right now. I should call them first. If I spu and nothing the giv can do, I leave work for nothing. At the same time I do want to and not want to be here anymore. I will make the call and see what the situation is or what they suggest.

Good God....

Daily Planetary Overview
This morning's Moon in Gemini square Mercury can bring a certain amount of tension to communication and information sharing. Try not to get too irritated if you can't seem to get your ideas across as quickly as you'd like. You may just need to cultivate patience and persistence until you get it right.

Your Horoscope - Today, Aug. 5, 2010
Freedom of speech is likely to be a big theme for you, mel. Don't be surprised if you find yourself up on your soapbox in support of the rights that you believe in. Others are apt to listen to you attentively, so be clear and concise in your arguments. Imagine yourself as someone who is giving a pep talk for a group of revolutionaries who are ready to launch a fight for an important cause. You can inspire others with your positive and encouraging nature.

Taro:
Today, the Magician and Justice emphasize the need for stability and security in your romantic life. This means that you will be looking to get reassurance from your loved one much more than normal, dear mel... And this is a potential source of danger today. Try not to be too insistent and forceful when demanding that reassurance. After all, "Rome wasn't built in a day." Professionally, you’ll be concentrating on working towards long-term perspectives. You’ll be showing great perseverance and tact in order to advance your goals, and you’re mainly concerned with being constructive. Under the aegis of Temperance and Justice, you are slowly building your little nest, by consolidating the bits and pieces you already have. This approach is clearly going to bear fruit.

Sore Throat

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Is it really from just eating them stupid crutons? I was fine before and I just had them sticky hands to go eat a cruton... Gosh darn it. What scared me last night was how fast the pill disolved. I think I had it happen one time before. But I Pray that all is well. I really can't be stongy and let them melt. I really can't be carry them around with me all the time now that it's so warm. But it was scary how it turned powder.

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So the plan for now is to swing over the Cub and to chug down and bunch of pills. Not like I got anything to do once I am home, so why not drop by cub around here? I am feeling tired and at the same time do not care. I feel the tiredness taking it's toll on me. I haven't been staying up very late and yet I have not been eating much either. I really need to eat something. And then I am worried about pills disolving on me.

-Aspring
-Mouthwash
-More throat meds
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It's only mid weeks and I am already feeling this way. I do feel a smuge better after talking to the new chick. Maybe become an interesting ally in many ways. We shall see if this goes anywhere.

Just had a talk with the new chick. I do hope things are better for her than they are for me. But I do have a deadline for things. iT WILL BE DONE AND TAKEN CARE OF ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. And fine that jerk doesn't want to answer me. The throat is better. Not sure if it's because I am getting burned up over something else where it doesn't seem so bad. I should take something, not sure what. I guess a visit can't hurt. I am starting to feel a sence of urgency. It would help if I had my ss card. So I shall wait for it. I have dealt with it for this long, what is another 2 weeks? I am getting tired of not being paid. I wonder what is in store for me if I am not hear? That I think is what is holding me back. Lack of confidance I would say. I need to be believeable.

The Noise

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Going to try to use blog more or less. Or at least leave a note here to help organize. Blogger does make things more colorful and I so want to add images, but I don't have them with me and I am lazy to add them when I get back. OMG the smell from whatever Jer was making in the microwave is making me puke.

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~Not Meant to Be~

I was trying to buy a camera, but I missed it due to technical difficulties with the computer. Was I not to get it? I did want the purple one. But I have not had any luck finding one. I can keep searching till I find something else. Not sure yet what if anything is going on this weekend. Today's means didn't go bad. I just need to figure out tomorrow's meal. Realize to make bread, I may need a bread machine. heance why bread is on the pricier end. But even to make subs I don't think you need a bread machines unless you want to make loaves. The sub wasn't bad even for being like 2 - 3 days old. But I got to say it's them darn sprouts.

-Gather magazines

-Pack peanut butter candy

-Organize makeup brushes

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The Noise

Wendey salad coupon... http://mojosavings.com/2010/08/03/wendys-coupon-every-week-a-different-coupon/

Calleigh?

Monday, Aug 2, 2010

Who knew it was spelt that way, but I do really like that name.

http://www.reddit.com/r/gonewild

http://eeendeavors.com/welcome/free-custom-photo-strip-from-wink/

I sure really need some soda. So the new chick starts tomorrow. I need to still work on the wordrobe and keep warm at the same time. I don't have much as bluber as the other chick.

-Make a list from marketing
-Change phish
-Dinker with plants
-Cloth search
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Foodies

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Top recipe... http://www.foodbuzz.com/top9

Steamed cake... http://en.christinesrecipes.com/2010/07/steamed-cake-old-styled-dim-sum.html

Chiffon... http://en.christinesrecipes.com/2010/06/how-to-fold-in-egg-whites-with-video.html

Win stuff... http://minnesotacouponadventure.blogspot.com/2010/07/instant-win-games-and-sweepstakes.html

So Cold

Sunday, August 1, 2010

I guess I need to be more sensative. No wonder they don't eat, but how one is so fat and the other not? It's a rather strange querry. So not even they know what is going on and wants me to try to figure it out? It just seems like most of the time I am over thinking it all. And then letting the little minor random details slip through the cracks. What to do? Was thinking of zapping more things, but it seems like I should keep it at a min. Can always do the most minimal. I really can't see myself really making a career here. It has gotten to a point where it's too cold . I am really cold here. I don't feel that it's even worth the ffort to dress up even here. The only good thing is that I found my love for Coco Puffs again. They are more sweet and chocolaty than I remember. Should I just stick with the dog food? I have to worry more about what others will thing. I don't think I am meant to work in an office space. I do want to try to seek out a position in childcare and education.

-Stupid mints
-Undershirt
-Change fish
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Better Days

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Something to lookup. 4chan

I have had better days, but I guess this will do. I will take this. There has been things that has been troubling me. But I think it's the same old thing. I have more or less have spurts of butter anger and resentment and then there are times of uncaring. It maybe better if I had my own thing going and just not consider it in the equation. There are times I know of hardship and what should I do then? Should I do nothing? Should I walk away and leave them be? Should I help, but it's so hard at times and I get negative reactions and hurt myself in the process. Do I see the end game in all this? I don't really have time to make this trip. I need to find a way to make it happen and keep it within the perameters. We shall see. I have also learned that for a very specific coupon, there's no need to print it out as the likelyhood of me using it is none for the next 2 weeks I think. At least yesterday I got more cloths tossed away. Though I still feel the closet is still small, but cozy. Scope is telling me that there is going to be conflict. Yet it may not be such a bad thing. Taro is saying today won't be bad at all. That I don't need to go searching and that have a good footing. Also I have have the right reactions.

I still have a month to figure things out. Who knows what may appear in that time. So lets figure out what I need to be doing today.

-Feed fish
-Toss more cloths
-Print and wrap zon
-Bring water and peanut
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And on a side note, boy does microwave pizza sure taste bad. It was by far one of the worse ones I have tasted.