End

I guess it's nothing I actually considered it. I really thought this could last. Wishful thinking, hoping for too much. This all seems to familar. Like going through another nightmare. It's starting to scare me. It's the feeling of powerlessness. Unable to do a thing that's hard to accept. But lets try to think for him for a bit. If this is what wants, can I give? Can I let it go? As hard it will be. I know I have to if I truely love him. I want so badly for to be happy. I don't want to be the one to cause the pain. I do not blame anyone. It just wasn't meant to be. I will find a way to accept it. Soon I hope.