Oh gawd why this stinking hot building why this one. So rather be cold than how so disgustingly hot and not even wearing under layer today except for pants. But it's just ridiculous.
Think the more time spent away suddenly imaginary buddy shows up some reason. Maybe it's that time of the month and from being tired just don't have the energy to get a handle on it. Gotten a little more outside f hand than the usual. But reality sets in and it's really never as things seems and never as how it's played out in your mind. What's there will stay there. So what now? Now sure how everyone else does it. Assumptions creep in and biases and then falling into old habits. Trying not to stay in the same place dong the same things. Waiting for the same things. Holding on to the same things. F this. It will play out on its own. Not like getting a group together means things would get started sooner. It all gets done one way or another. It'll work it self out without any concerns. This heat on the other hand. It should be fall now. The frek. Let's not get too comfortable.
Think the more time spent away suddenly imaginary buddy shows up some reason. Maybe it's that time of the month and from being tired just don't have the energy to get a handle on it. Gotten a little more outside f hand than the usual. But reality sets in and it's really never as things seems and never as how it's played out in your mind. What's there will stay there. So what now? Now sure how everyone else does it. Assumptions creep in and biases and then falling into old habits. Trying not to stay in the same place dong the same things. Waiting for the same things. Holding on to the same things. F this. It will play out on its own. Not like getting a group together means things would get started sooner. It all gets done one way or another. It'll work it self out without any concerns. This heat on the other hand. It should be fall now. The frek. Let's not get too comfortable.
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