Remains Unseen

Thur, Aug 26, 2010

A really quite phone day today. Hopefully I can find something that will give me something to do. So they were talking about stalking people on the radio and I thought to myself I think we are all guilty of it to some extent. I mean even Malia does it. And today I end up on who's profile?... Anyways and it started to bother me slightly especially knowing what the little brother was up to. And it was about to be made worse when I had to be stuck listening to the current all day. But as luck would have it. We were not able to get it here and am stuck with Cities 97. Not sure for how long. Maybe long enough for me to get out of here?

~Candy~

So I think I may have had too much hard candy. Mouth is starting to hurt and a layer of film is starting to over it ever so slightly. I brought in the candy just to get it over with and off my mind. It filled out the dishes nicely. It's rather colorful. Makes me wish I had a camera to take a pict with. It sure would look nice. I do sure do have good taste in some good looking candy. What is really bothering my today is my pinky finger. It's the same pain when I get lazy and not use a nail clipper? I don't recall ever peeling it though.

~Tempted By the Fruit of Another~

Of late, have been feeling so. Even I want to say now I an starting to not care. What I smelled was some sort of stragonoff egg noddle. I think I need to pick up some milk today. Maybe I should stop by at home first and see what's there first before I end up with two cartons of milk.

Photo Reading: http://www.reddit.com/r/photoclass/

White Castle: http://www.whitecastle.com/promotions/saversacksfb/coupon

Sesame Roll: http://www.livestrong.com/thedailyplate/nutrition-calories/food/generic/chinese-black-sesame-rolls_44090/

Dim Sum: http://chowtimes.com/2010/03/23/dim-sum-at-red-star-seafood-restaurant-in-president-plaza-richmond/

Korean BBQ: http://rasamalaysia.com/kalbi-recipe-korean-bbq-beef-short-ribs/#more-6788

I was thinking meat, but I can always do a tofu dish. So many foodies to look at. Not enough time to try it all. Well good thing today is Thur and tomorrow is Fri. Not sure yet what I want to do yet. I think I may have had too much bread for today. We shall see. I don't feel like driving all the way over to park, but it be closer to the stop sign over there to get out a smudge faster. Just make sure you feed yourself and try to do things that just off the top of your head and not to dismiss them so easily. You won't be getting much done that way.

Mariage d'Amour

Wed, Aug 25, 2010

Don't get too excited. I still feel something is up. I am not sure what it is. But something. Something in the water. Something I can feel in my bones. It's like the Katy Perry song Teenage Dream. I do something want to think it is like one. At the same time not. There's a longing for it. We have temperature issues. It's either too warm or too hot. We so need some windows in here. Even though I don't really know what I am doing. I still need to make it believable.

Cinnasticks..http://networkedblogs.com/7bF4G

3% hydrogen peroxide

Secrets of Tut: http://ngm.nationalgeographic.com/2010/09/tut-dna/hawass-text

Ecreativeworks: http://www.ecreativeworks.com/employment.htm

Getting Over

Tue, Aug 24, 2010

I try not to get ahead over myself. I didn't say much of yesterday's trip to acctemp. It was a nice morning. I have to admit it was really nice drive down there. Better yet, I didn't get lost there. I did get lost on foot both times going and leaving. But to my surprise was only 10 mins late going and maybe around 30 for leaving and less than 10 late getting back to work. Chicken sandmach is really good, especially when it's not a weekend old.

http://www.reddit.com/r/sex/comments/d4tz6/dirty_talk_101_talking_dirty_to_a_girl/

I always dread Tuesdays. It's always the long day especially when it hits 2-3pm. And the two jerks are hiding again. Good Lord, so bored today. I can rant and rave about a lot of things, but who cares. I am more cold than average. I want to chew on some carrots, but I am more cold to do it. I am not really that tired, but just bored to the point of tired of being bored. Head it kind of itchy today, but I don't think I really put anything in it.

I guess it's nice to read once in awhile. It can really pass the time by. And there goes an hour and I am still not done reading. I still an not sure how to deal. At times I am resentful and feel you don't want to put in effort then I won't. But at the same time I want to be understanding and supportive. I am not sure what is needed in the situation and if I should put aside my own needs. How long should I put mine aside? It's like an earlier scenario this week about considering others feelings and I seem to like to put them ahead especially at work. And then I am egged on to put myself first. Do I do the same for this situation as well? There's really not a one size fits all situation.

Heat

Tue, Aug 24, 2010

So I managed to get it done. Not sure how I did it, but it got done. None of it was as hard as it seemed. It's just a matter of getting it done and over with. I do feel better now that it's done. I do worry some if it ends up being anything. I will lose some freedom and other randomness that I have had the joys of dinkering around. And lets not forget about farming as well. Oh well, it will be what it's meant to be. I can't be bothered. This morning wasn't bad. Everything was fairly timely. Nothing was done early. More like it happened when it should, just on time. Can't really force anything. Not even people out of depression.

http://i.imgur.com/kbG62.jpg

Your Horoscope - Today, Aug. 23, 2010

Don't be surprised if you receiving some intriguing news today, mel, either in the mail or over the telephone. It may be that a dear friend from far away is planning on coming for an extended visit. Or perhaps you receive word of a compelling career opportunity. Keep your eyes and ears open, as much interesting news is likely to come your way. Travel is indicated, so make sure your passport is up to date.

Bummer

Mon, Aug 23, 2010

http://minneapolis.craigslist.org/hnp/rej/1836589624.html

http://minneapolis.craigslist.org/hnp/mar/1839740963.html

Julia Cordes

Closer

Executive Title

5100 Gamble Dr, Suite 450

St Louis Park, MN 55416

P: 651-503-6223

F: 651-436-2303

A: 763-253-0471

julia@etofmn.com

Ross M. Gabriel

President

1171 Northland Dr. Suite 100

Mendota Heights, MN 55120

Phone: 651.287.8300

Mobile: 952.484.6563

Toll Free: 800.695.1619

Fax: 651.289.2251

The problem is that they maybe have too much relactions with them. But I need to protect myself.

Mortgage Processor / Executive Assitant (Plymouth, MN)

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Date: 2010-07-10, 10:05PM CDT

Reply to: job-3s6j4-1836589624@craigslist.org [Errors when replying to ads?]

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Are you a current mortgage processor or loan originator looking for a change of pace? We are an established local mortgage company with a solid 11 year track record in need of an experienced mortgage processor that can also handle executive assistant duties. This is a high touch customer service driven environment. The environment is professional, fun and challenging all at once. You WON’T be stuck in a cubicle processing 50 files a day. You WILL be processing files for our high net worth clients that need extra special attention as well our average income clients that need just as good of service but on a different level. In addition to processing loan files your down time will consist of executive assistant duties that will include hosting in office gatherings, customer support and a myriad of other duties sure to keep you on your toes. Are you flexible and a quick learner? You will have to be to get this position.

Basic qualifications:

• Calyx Point experience

• FHA/VA/Conventional/Jumbo/Unique Portfolio Products

• Ability to figure income using multiple tax returns (complex self-employed scenarios)

• Knowledge of current RESPA/HVCC/Reg Z guidelines and disclosures

• Great communication skills (verbal and written)

• All other basic processor abilities and knowledge

• Overall proficient office abilities

Send resume and any other applicable information for consideration.

Location: Plymouth, MN

Compensation: Tied level of abilities and experience

Principals only. Recruiters, please don't contact this job poster.

Please, no phone calls about this job!

Please do not contact job poster about other services, products or commercial interests.

PostingID: 1836589624

PR, Marketing and Sales Director - Rollout position (Plymouth, MN)

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Date: 2010-07-12, 7:19PM CDT

Reply to: job-dfy2h-1839740963@craigslist.org [Errors when replying to ads?]

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We have created a brand new position within a new branch in our company and need to find the perfect person to put in place for our August 1st roll out. You won't be bored and this position promises to be challenging and rewarding all at the same time. You will be responsible for PR, Marketing, Customer Service, Sales (direct and B to B) and more on a daily basis. You must be willing to be "the face" of our company as your face will be posted within our marketing pieces throughout the Twin Cities. If you aren't comfortable with this aspect don't bother inquiring. Most of your work will take place within the office but many times you will need to conduct work outside the office so you must have a reliable vehicle.

Basic requirements we are looking for:

• Confident and dynamic personality

• Enthusiastic with high energy

• Positive and professional attitude

• Well put together appearance

• Creative thought process

• Self motivated

• Intelligent and willing to learn

• Money/Results driven

• Excellent empathetic listener

• Great Communicator (verbal and written)

• Overall above average individual (is that too much to ask?!)

Could this could be you? Send whatever you feel you should to get our attention and let us know why you could be the one. It could be any or all of the following: resume, bio, photo, cover letter, references, letter from your Grandmother or anything else you feel will give us a reason to want you to be the one to fill this position.

Your inquiry will be kept private, we won’t contact your references or any employers past or present until after we have reached an agreement with you that we would like to move forward.

This is a full time position so be ready to get to work, have fun and be challenged. We will follow up with those that qualify.

Location: Plymouth, MN

Compensation: Negotiated based on experience and qualifications.

Principals only. Recruiters, please don't contact this job poster.

Please, no phone calls about this job!

Please do not contact job poster about other services, products or commercial interests.

PostingID: 1839740963

Things seems to be moving in a certain direction. I am not sure what or to where.

- Working with customers and loan officers

- Pipeline Management

- Organization

- Microsoft Office Products

- Typing and Data-entry

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I need to look out for myself and invest in myself. I seem disapointed but after yesterdays conservation, I was not surprised. What do they want from me? Do they want more? Since they are looking, I know where this is going. Can it be helped that they are not giving me much to go on. I guess is right. Really maybe carelessness and not high enough standards make things the way it is. Whatever happens, I can make do with it. Does the Lord give us tasks that we can not perform? This all really could work in his favor. We shall see and hopefully this will go the way the Lord wants it to.

July 14, 2010

Tarot reading:

Today you’re placed under the watchful eyes of the Emperor and the World, mel. You dream of finding emotional fulfillment. You’re less interested now in the unknown, in new openings and new encounters. You want to find long-term happiness and stability and even begin to create a home. As far as your emotional life goes, you have everything you could wish for. On the work front, Judgment and the Emperor herald rapid and radical changes that are advantageous to you as you try to turn an ambitious project into reality. You’re greeted with numerous opportunities to develop your plans and to secure the future of your ideas; to think up innovative, but effective, ways of working. You set out the milestones of your future career path with confidence.

Maybe it is really time to turn a new leaf. I am still thinking who I shoud I tell if anyone. So what was the hurry for the affidavit when it just sits there anyways as we wait. No sense at all. It's all just cow pop. I can understand now why when you try to fire someone, you don't give them advance notice. As I sit here on my final days. I can don't blame them for wanting more. More on mysefl for being so hopeful dare I say all to be disapointed and have dreams dashed. Sure is a downer. Even given a chance, for others to say you are not enough.

Taro:

Today you’re placed under the watchful eyes of the Emperor and the World, mel. You dream of finding emotional fulfillment. You’re less interested now in the unknown, in new openings and new encounters. You want to find long-term happiness and stability and even begin to create a home. As far as your emotional life goes, you have everything you could wish for. On the work front, Judgment and the Emperor herald rapid and radical changes that are advantageous to you as you try to turn an ambitious project into reality. You’re greeted with numerous opportunities to develop your plans and to secure the future of your ideas; to think up innovative, but effective, ways of working. You set out the milestones of your future career path with confidence.

Even though I may receive bad news, I am not as sad as I expected. I did meet some interesting people. People I want to be like. I should start taking everything with me now. What I bring to eat, I eat for today. I have more or less confirmed what's going on and I need to prepare myself. It really gets to ya doesn't it?

Gosh Darn It!

Fri, Aug 20, 2010

And it maybe the second time I can recall forgetting the purse and driving without anything... I just need to be careful as usual. Lots of minor things to do today.

How time goes by so quickly and it's almost 2pm.

Aww Shucks

Thur, Aug 19, 2010

No too shabby. Some good looking fellas. Not the pudgy type I would expect. Something very attractive for some reason. Always have like the blue collared type. So down to earth. Too bad taken. At least I will still have my radio till next week.

Drew Johnson

Homelink Entertainment

(763) 746-9030

c:(763) 238-0416

2525 Nevada Ave N Suite 104

Golden Valley, MN 55427

We also got the tv up. Well at least one of them up. Ate some junks today. I did get some things done in the morning, made some calls and scheduled. I am getting to the point where I feel I got nothing else to lose. Loosing anyways. Without, there's nothing left but just me. I know this would happen. Still sad about it, but over time I have finally accepted the idea. It has become a reality to me. Not sure where I am going, where I am heading. I will make due with the situation. Got to be a survivor. So what needs to be done now?

-Call mom about where are the potatoes

-Start temp profile

-Vac carpet

-Vac hard floor

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Daily Planetary Overview

The Moon moves into Capricorn today and makes several powerful aspects to other planets throughout the day. You may encounter power struggles at work or with authority figures, so try to stay under the radar and refrain from petty arguments. Patience and persistence will pay off more than struggle and resistance.

Your Horoscope - Today, Aug. 19, 2010

You're likely to be feeling strong, focused and enthusiastic today, mel, and you could well be looking toward the future and making new plans for yourself. You might be contemplating some major changes, perhaps an entirely new career, or perhaps a move to a distant state. Creative activity, possibly writing or speaking, could also be an option open to you right now. Don't plunge ahead indiscriminately, however. List your options and consider carefully the pros and cons of each.