Your Horoscope - Today, September 16, 2008
Today you should be glowing with good health, energy and stamina - and also be doing very well work wise, whether this is housework, volunteer work, or a personal project of your own. Success should be coming your way on all fronts, melly, particularly since you've been working very hard and are finally likely to see the results of your past efforts. Success feeds good health, and good health feeds success. Make the most of both!
The volunteer work is freaky. And even I know I don't usually do that one. I just assumed that is all applyed to school work. The finally likely to see the results of your past efforts could mean the finished panda project. Still so freaky isn't it?
Bitter Sweet Memories
The Road to Hell is Paved with Good Intensions
Cherish everything even if you don't possess it
How many times can I break till I shatter
The door to my heart is open to you
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Jebis
I am rather tired today. It may help if I get something to eat. But that's another issue. Sometimes I wonder if this is all a big joke. But I still have a promise to keep that I still need to fullfill. No matter my personal oponion. I can not let that get in the way. But do I have to find a reason? I think there should be a reason although the reason may not be clear. But everything oddly enough has had a way of working themself out. No matter how seemingly impossible it maybe. It makes me wonder who or what had a hand in making things happen.
I am very curious about it. I fantasy too much and set myself up for disapointment.
I am very curious about it. I fantasy too much and set myself up for disapointment.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Luck
Help others out when they need it. Luck often comes in the form of help when you need it, and the best way to grease the rails for help when you'll eventually need it is by helping others out now. If you're presented with an opportunity to help -- particularly one that you can fulfill without infringing on your other responsibilities -- the luckiest thing you can possibly do is help with all you can.
Don't expect something in return. Instead, just enjoy the experience of helping that person and the stronger relationship you're building. That relationship will be there for you later on in your time of need.
from http://blogs.moneycentral.msn.com/smartspending/archive/2008/09/12/10-tactics-for-improving-your-luck.aspx
There are a few things I have noticed that I have been doing lately like Keep a notepad and a pen handy at all times and Keep a reasonable amount of cash on you at all times I have learned from Mu as well as Be social. I have also been tring to Establish relationships with many people who share your interests, but that more or less got me to meet some lets just say interesting people that didn't turn out so well. But something learned. But it was thoes two paragraphs above that really meant something to me. It was something I forgot lately and needed to be reminded of it. For it's in the Bible as well as all around me. Just to give selflessly.
Don't expect something in return. Instead, just enjoy the experience of helping that person and the stronger relationship you're building. That relationship will be there for you later on in your time of need.
from http://blogs.moneycentral.msn.com/smartspending/archive/2008/09/12/10-tactics-for-improving-your-luck.aspx
There are a few things I have noticed that I have been doing lately like Keep a notepad and a pen handy at all times and Keep a reasonable amount of cash on you at all times I have learned from Mu as well as Be social. I have also been tring to Establish relationships with many people who share your interests, but that more or less got me to meet some lets just say interesting people that didn't turn out so well. But something learned. But it was thoes two paragraphs above that really meant something to me. It was something I forgot lately and needed to be reminded of it. For it's in the Bible as well as all around me. Just to give selflessly.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
oh Wow
Daily Planetary Overview
Lessons need to be learned in terms of your relationships today. With Venus trine Chiron, your partner, friends, co-workers, and clients will all teach you something about how to treat others and bring out your humanitarian side. Your Horoscope - Today, September 13, 2008
Make sure there is an equal amount of give and take in your day, melly. Sometimes when you love someone you just want to keep giving and giving in order to illustrate your incredible love for them. Be sure that you are not draining yourself of valuable energy that you need for yourself. Also be sure that the people you are giving to are also giving their fair share in return.
Your Horoscope - Today, September 13, 2008
Make sure there is an equal amount of give and take in your day, melly. Sometimes when you love someone you just want to keep giving and giving in order to illustrate your incredible love for them. Be sure that you are not draining yourself of valuable energy that you need for yourself. Also be sure that the people you are giving to are also giving their fair share in return.
If I already know it won't be returned, why should I still give? Or should I still give? Do I give only to want something in return? To give and expect nothing. Can I do that? Or am I just letting myself be used? Would you let someone use you just because you know they may need it? But always be mindful to never hurt yourself or let anyone ever hurt you. But from what I know so far, it's not good. Might not be as good for me as I thought, not dependable.
Oh Dear
Your Lovescope - Today, September 13, 2008
Today may hold special significance for you, especially as you have such a nostalgic feeling about people from your past. Someone you once knew may come back into your life like a bolt from the blue, bringing back associated memories. Whatever may have happened back then, it could create a few ripples as you attempt to come to terms with certain issues now.
Didn't this one more or less smack the nail right on the head. Scary isn't it? Suddenly a text and a call. You think it will happen again? What should I do about this? I should try to figure out what's really going on before I jump to conclusions and then adjust accordingly.
Be sensative to other people situation and be understanding throught campasion.
Lessons need to be learned in terms of your relationships today. With Venus trine Chiron, your partner, friends, co-workers, and clients will all teach you something about how to treat others and bring out your humanitarian side. Your Horoscope - Today, September 13, 2008
Make sure there is an equal amount of give and take in your day, melly. Sometimes when you love someone you just want to keep giving and giving in order to illustrate your incredible love for them. Be sure that you are not draining yourself of valuable energy that you need for yourself. Also be sure that the people you are giving to are also giving their fair share in return.
Your Horoscope - Today, September 13, 2008
Make sure there is an equal amount of give and take in your day, melly. Sometimes when you love someone you just want to keep giving and giving in order to illustrate your incredible love for them. Be sure that you are not draining yourself of valuable energy that you need for yourself. Also be sure that the people you are giving to are also giving their fair share in return.
If I already know it won't be returned, why should I still give? Or should I still give? Do I give only to want something in return? To give and expect nothing. Can I do that? Or am I just letting myself be used? Would you let someone use you just because you know they may need it? But always be mindful to never hurt yourself or let anyone ever hurt you. But from what I know so far, it's not good. Might not be as good for me as I thought, not dependable.
Oh Dear
Your Lovescope - Today, September 13, 2008
Today may hold special significance for you, especially as you have such a nostalgic feeling about people from your past. Someone you once knew may come back into your life like a bolt from the blue, bringing back associated memories. Whatever may have happened back then, it could create a few ripples as you attempt to come to terms with certain issues now.
Didn't this one more or less smack the nail right on the head. Scary isn't it? Suddenly a text and a call. You think it will happen again? What should I do about this? I should try to figure out what's really going on before I jump to conclusions and then adjust accordingly.
Be sensative to other people situation and be understanding throught campasion.
Friday, September 12, 2008
Colors
It has been awhile since I have done this, dinker around changing colors and formate. But no matter how I change it or think I know what I want. I end up with what I had orginally. Nothing seems to compare to it. As much as I seek something different, I am just comfortable with what I have now.
It's certain now, he's an arsehole. Not dependable, not socialable. He doens't need friends nor does he want any. I don't see him trying. I am starting to think it's all just an act. Something under laying. There were hints before, they don't seem to lead to anything. I am still hoping, but I still dout. Just too absent and uncaring for me. But if he wants to play this game, then bring it. I will not be outplayed or be played. You will see. I will play your game and I shall do so without fail. If it's mind games you want, then that's what you will get.
It's certain now, he's an arsehole. Not dependable, not socialable. He doens't need friends nor does he want any. I don't see him trying. I am starting to think it's all just an act. Something under laying. There were hints before, they don't seem to lead to anything. I am still hoping, but I still dout. Just too absent and uncaring for me. But if he wants to play this game, then bring it. I will not be outplayed or be played. You will see. I will play your game and I shall do so without fail. If it's mind games you want, then that's what you will get.
illness
I haven't been feeling well this week. Just got home and have not really been able to sleep. I woke up today at 6am and went to sleep at around 11. Been wondering why we meet the people that we do in our lives. Some have potential, others not so much. I can feel myself going back to that place. Falling back into old ways that I worked so had to change. But the feeling is still there, still so strong. Maybe it's time for You Love is a Lie again. And Leaving to get me through this, it really doesn't help to listening to Crush. But it does help to keep things in perspective.
But this week things have bee going well. Haven't had that feeling in a long time and it's nice. I really like how simple it is and especially how complicated I like to make it. But I shall let it go for it's a promise I made and I need to keep it. But there are signs. So we'll see where they lead me. I been listening to Ajahn Brahm and it has keep things light hearted especially his hermit story about how we never know what ends up happening as much as we like to think we know what we want and are doing. But whatever happens, it's a good thing as long as we make the choice and whatever the result it is, whoever it may seen like at the moment, may or may not turn out to be a positive to negative thing in the long run.
To have desires.
It has been a good week overall, can't say I did all that well on that quiz, but overall social life it was good, it was fun and then an interesting call. I'm actually getting tired now, but I also want to watch tv as well. I no longer bother with time much, but I do keep it in mind. Too tired to think about it now. It was on my mind b4, but now I lost it and am just too tired and hungie to find it. We'll see later.
But this week things have bee going well. Haven't had that feeling in a long time and it's nice. I really like how simple it is and especially how complicated I like to make it. But I shall let it go for it's a promise I made and I need to keep it. But there are signs. So we'll see where they lead me. I been listening to Ajahn Brahm and it has keep things light hearted especially his hermit story about how we never know what ends up happening as much as we like to think we know what we want and are doing. But whatever happens, it's a good thing as long as we make the choice and whatever the result it is, whoever it may seen like at the moment, may or may not turn out to be a positive to negative thing in the long run.
To have desires.
It has been a good week overall, can't say I did all that well on that quiz, but overall social life it was good, it was fun and then an interesting call. I'm actually getting tired now, but I also want to watch tv as well. I no longer bother with time much, but I do keep it in mind. Too tired to think about it now. It was on my mind b4, but now I lost it and am just too tired and hungie to find it. We'll see later.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Outragious
It's absurd. He really can't take no for an answer. He can't help but feel there's another reason? How well he thinks he knows me? Sure I want to travel but not now. I got my priorties and travel is not one of them. Sure I may or may not be able to do it later but why can't I do it later? If I really wanted to go then I will find a way. I don't need him telling me what I can or can't do. Sure it's a nice gesture and well meaning and my jaw did the stop drop and roll after he said what he got me. If he would do this for any friend then he can go travel with any of them. I don't know him well enough to travel with him anyways nor I have the money to. I don't want to travel and have to be restriced by money and say oh I can't do this or get that because I don't have enough. A part of me is mad at him, but I can't blame him. I know I be upset too ^^ But it wasn't anything I had to accept either way. So what's left to do. Seriously so many other things he could have gotten and not make this so diffucult for me. He's way too generious and it will get him into trouble when he does so much for people and doesn't get the appreciation in return. It's not that I don't don't appreciate the thought and well meaning of it, it pains me to have to turn it down. So wish he would have gotten me nothing or something else and not make this so hard on me. A trip would mean so much more to him than it does to me.
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