Unsetteling

It has rather been unsetteling. Like a great rift or divide. I don't want to be bothered with anyone's issues at the moment and just have some time for myself to mull over my own stuff. It gets a little depressing at times. The waiting doesn't help. I try not to seek for more. Use what is given. Like the two previous prospects, how easily oponions can be swayed. At first excitment, then after a word or two, I seem to reject it, and the next thing I yern for it suddenly. Nothing makes sence.