Do I Have a Choice?

I don't really like it. I don't know what I can do. Falling into desperate times. I don't want to take desperate measures. The nerves. The falling out. The fear of the tele. All such hinderance. So much so wrists are starting to ache. So many scammers, so many lyers. How they all get away with it? Is it all luck? Are they that good? Tired and numb from all this. So sad, so many fakes.