*sigh*
I need to have less, less thing, more ideas, more doing, but less materials. Looking at it makes my head churn. I am one moment too warm and another too cold. oh what to do.. For some reason I feel like BBQ now. What can I do with that? Besides breaded shrimp? Or even breaded chicken will do.
Bitter Sweet Memories
The Road to Hell is Paved with Good Intensions
Cherish everything even if you don't possess it
How many times can I break till I shatter
The door to my heart is open to you
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Why so Loud?
*sigh*
I need to have less, less thing, more ideas, more doing, but less materials. Looking at it makes my head churn. I am one moment too warm and another too cold. oh what to do.. For some reason I feel like BBQ now. What can I do with that? Besides breaded shrimp? Or even breaded chicken will do.
I need to have less, less thing, more ideas, more doing, but less materials. Looking at it makes my head churn. I am one moment too warm and another too cold. oh what to do.. For some reason I feel like BBQ now. What can I do with that? Besides breaded shrimp? Or even breaded chicken will do.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Chazz
I guess I never thought of to spell the name this way. But maybe it's more of an alternative ego. I wonder what's going on. Is it all an joke? I seem not to care as much anymore. I am not really sure what is changing. Maybe it's a change in the wind blowing over the sands to cover up the lies.
It has been awhile since I actually had a quite weekend. I want to make something, but at the same time I am not really inspired to. What is missing? Positive energy? Or something else? The ides of some things excite me. But then it's gone like the wind.
It has been awhile since I actually had a quite weekend. I want to make something, but at the same time I am not really inspired to. What is missing? Positive energy? Or something else? The ides of some things excite me. But then it's gone like the wind.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Circles
It gets to a point where you run around in circles so many times before you get tired of it. It was funny how I run into that scarf article. Ironic isn't it? It's hard to say what beleive in anymore besides myself and what I see. I can't trust anyone. Eyes are tired anyways.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Alejandro
~Shame~
Some reasons dreams are running amist. And still no call at this rate. I was feeling ever so slightly more confidant the other day and even this morning. But it all has seemed had faded. it makes me wonder if I had done better on formatting would things had been better or would I have gotten a second look. Sitting here makes it all the more painful, both literally and in theory. A note from Stell makes me happy and yet depressed.
~Carnival~
So there's this one last evening. It was something from like Zombieland. Was at a carnival and droped off Denis's roomy there. Called her to ask when she wants to be picked up. But I had a feeling she didn't want to say when to be picked up to be troublesome, so she would say you can come later as an excuse for her to be able to stay longer. She ended up saying can come get her 35mins later as if to give us time. For some reason wanted to go grab her sooner. But there's all I can really recall. The rest I can not really remember. There were some other odd random details with the coz and , but nothing major was said or done. Was maybe just part of the background noise.
..And I need to poo again, think the sh churng fun does a number on the tummy..
I was a little assessable about the recipes last night. But I got lots of things I need to deal with. why I make this all so hard on myself?
She's not broken, she's just a baby. It doesn't matter the order, just get something done is enough. It all needs to be done anyways.
Some reasons dreams are running amist. And still no call at this rate. I was feeling ever so slightly more confidant the other day and even this morning. But it all has seemed had faded. it makes me wonder if I had done better on formatting would things had been better or would I have gotten a second look. Sitting here makes it all the more painful, both literally and in theory. A note from Stell makes me happy and yet depressed.
~Carnival~
So there's this one last evening. It was something from like Zombieland. Was at a carnival and droped off Denis's roomy there. Called her to ask when she wants to be picked up. But I had a feeling she didn't want to say when to be picked up to be troublesome, so she would say you can come later as an excuse for her to be able to stay longer. She ended up saying can come get her 35mins later as if to give us time. For some reason wanted to go grab her sooner. But there's all I can really recall. The rest I can not really remember. There were some other odd random details with the coz and , but nothing major was said or done. Was maybe just part of the background noise.
..And I need to poo again, think the sh churng fun does a number on the tummy..
I was a little assessable about the recipes last night. But I got lots of things I need to deal with. why I make this all so hard on myself?
She's not broken, she's just a baby. It doesn't matter the order, just get something done is enough. It all needs to be done anyways.
- Look for addresses
- Organize papers
- Put away and toss cloths
- Iron shirt
- Organize dry foodies
- Package fans
- Update zon listing
- Start GRE
- Get rid of the 2 windows
- Change phish
- Vac carpet
- Aspirin face
- Setup toothy brush
- Dig out united health number
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Pesamestic
~Dreams Among other Things~
How strange it is. So of late I know I have had at least 3 dreams, but I do not remember them very well besides the one about the snow zombies and how I was trying to prove they were real and they turned out to be after going to a grave yard to check when one that came back to life tried to eat us. The other was about snow as well where I fell through some ice and could not get out of the hole and i started to take off the winter cloths to be lighter to get out. I think there was more to it but I can not remember. The later was a pet store one like petco type but Marry owned it. Started off when it was cold out and I wanted to let a chickadee in and 4 flue in. One got a little excited and went to the top of the cieling to look for food. I wanted to but out a water dish while the other 3 stayed by the entrance. Then they were harrasing the other birds in the cage. There were 3 rescue cockatiels that were a dark grey blue that were not so friendly, but one was really smart and one yellow on that was friendly. But I like the dark one that was smart. There was also a tortis sleeping on it's back. Else the other cages were empty. I recall worried about leaving them there overnight.
How strange it is. So of late I know I have had at least 3 dreams, but I do not remember them very well besides the one about the snow zombies and how I was trying to prove they were real and they turned out to be after going to a grave yard to check when one that came back to life tried to eat us. The other was about snow as well where I fell through some ice and could not get out of the hole and i started to take off the winter cloths to be lighter to get out. I think there was more to it but I can not remember. The later was a pet store one like petco type but Marry owned it. Started off when it was cold out and I wanted to let a chickadee in and 4 flue in. One got a little excited and went to the top of the cieling to look for food. I wanted to but out a water dish while the other 3 stayed by the entrance. Then they were harrasing the other birds in the cage. There were 3 rescue cockatiels that were a dark grey blue that were not so friendly, but one was really smart and one yellow on that was friendly. But I like the dark one that was smart. There was also a tortis sleeping on it's back. Else the other cages were empty. I recall worried about leaving them there overnight.
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