Productivity

Yesterday was pretty productive. Got the things I needed to get done. But not everything that I need. But it's a good start. For the most part I don't know if most of it is even right. I still have troubles figuring what to eat. I know I need to eat better for yesterday there was red while going to the bathroom.

Denyal

Sometimes there are things I just don't want to see. But I should not just forcus only on the negatives. A good person in general. It's disturbing the whole pharamone thing. It really is. Who uses such things? Does it really work? And what it used for... It does disturbe me in a way, but at least it's for men to attract woman. But who knows what else it's attracting...

Jealousy?

Is it funny how realize how pretty she is? If you can do it, why can't I? Is it not all is fair in love and war. It doesn't help that people surrounding me saids there can not be a good ending to this. I already knew this as well. But I'm a tragic story anyways. It's the tragic ones that make things interesting. It's not like I really need answers from. For I already know the answer more or less. I just noticed the gem in the phone is missing. I wonder where it go? I shall search anyways with no expectations of finding it.

There are times that I should always keep in mind that my time is limited. That this life, mind, feelings will all eventually end. Like I was never alive. This talk about Dependant Orgination and how in death you can't take anything with you.

Thinking

Tum Tum

Can't say the old tumster is feeling very well. I guess it could be because it's too cold. Got the cold tummy thing going. Meanert. And kind of hungie, so I guess I better get going so I can grab a quick bite and then hobble over to meeting. I got most of the paper done. Just a few kinks to work out. I really should work on at least :

• one quiz and fill out the
• Xcel application.

That should be good enough if I can get that done.

Slowness

Is it not just rediculious how slow the register site is? I am paying for this and it gives me crap shiet. There are no numbers anywhere so I don't know what I should do now. I should have printed it out when I had the chance to.

Timelyness

It's funny how on time it is. It's almost scary how one little pill can do affect you in such a way.