Oh Well

I am starting to feel I have gotten over it. Now it's just more bitternes

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What to Call This

Maybe they just realize that there is no chance so like everyone elsw they just ignore me. Oh well. I don't like to be told there is a chance and there is hope when there is none. Why tell me the nice things?  Feel I should not put in much effort as its a waste of time anyways.  Spend so much time thinking of things they don't care about.  False sense of hope based on one persons words. They ate just being nice. 

Working keep working

Pissed Bubble

Here we are again. Teeth been giving me troubles. Blogger has been giving me more troubles. It no longer does that I need it to go no more. Maybe it's time to change. The moble version seems a little better but not by much. 

Seeing the missed calls reminds me of a time I long to forget.  I paid greatly for it. You wonder what happened and you recall what was going on.  It makes you the way you are. I am not who I want to be. I am just tired and losing sight of anything to look forward to.  Kind of feel like this is how it will always be.  What am I going to do? How will I get through this? 

Collecting

I try not to think so much of others and just try to think of myself more, as if you don't think for yourself, then who will. You only got me. SO take care of me. I'm not sure why I can not just type the way I want to. Sometimes good old html is the way to go.

The Bads

He jumped out of his tank yesterday, was stiff but still breathing. Then coupons have no tracking even though I paid for it. Was it too small and got lost? Maybe slide it in the mail slot next time if it's going to cause me trouble like so. Then there's cotton fungus on knife fish. And among other fish itchy. I can't seem to keep them clean.

Shift and change gears

45 Life Lessons, written by a 90 year old

1. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.



2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.



3. Life is too short not to enjoy it.



4. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and family will.



5. Don’t buy stuff you don’t need.



6. You don’t have to win every argument. Stay true to yourself.



7. Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.



8. It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.



9. Save for things that matter.



10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.



11. Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.



12. It’s OK to let your children see you cry.



13. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.



14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.



15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye… But don’t worry; God never blinks.



16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.



17. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful. Clutter weighs you down in many ways.



18. Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.



19. It’s never too late to be happy. But it’s all up to you and no one else.



20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no for an answer.



21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don’t save it for a special occasion. Today is special.



22. Overprepare, then go with the flow.



23. Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.



24. The most important sex organ is the brain.



25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.



26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words, ‘In five years, will this matter?’



27. Always choose Life.



28. Forgive but don’t forget.



29. What other people think of you is none of your business.



30. Time heals almost everything. Give Time time.



31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.



32. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.



33. Believe in miracles.



34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn’t do.



35. Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.



36. Growing old beats the alternative — dying young.



37. Your children get only one childhood.



38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.



39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.



40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s, we’d

grab ours back.



41. Envy is a waste of time. Accept what you already have, not what you think you need.



42. The best is yet to come…



43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.



44. Yield.



45. Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift.