Oh Well

I am starting to feel I have gotten over it. Now it's just more bitternes

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Maybe they just realize that there is no chance so like everyone elsw they just ignore me. Oh well. I don't like to be told there is a chance and there is hope when there is none. Why tell me the nice things?  Feel I should not put in much effort as its a waste of time anyways.  Spend so much time thinking of things they don't care about.  False sense of hope based on one persons words. They ate just being nice.