Shiet People

1. Get rid of shit people. Don’t ever try and make people like you and if a friend makes you feel like crap, they are not your friend. It took me till I was thirty to let go of the last one of these. Fuck them right off.
2. Don’t spend any time doing a job you hate. You will be surprised about how resourceful you can be when you put your mind to it. We’ve been brainwashed into thinking its completely normal to be vaguely dissatisfied with our life because everyone else is. Please aim to break that mould.
3. The solution is often Red Wine, Bread and Cheese. Yes, they all deserve capital letters.
4. Our economy is built to make you buy shit you don’t need with money you don’t have. Ignore it. You don’t need any new clothes and you don’t need any new shit. Spent it on experiences, whether that’s socialising with friends or saving for a trip away. Use your money wisely.
5. Drinking a lot of water does make you feel better and it’s free.
6. If you need help, ask. Worst reply is no and you will be exactly where you already anyway.
7. Don’t be in a relationship for company. Don’t be with somebody if you don’t love him or her. Don’t stay with someone because they are a ‘nice person’, Don’t settle. It shows lack of faith in yourself and what you deserve. Trust me, you deserve the best. Your soul mate deserves to meet you. Allow that opportunity to happen.
8. Don’t neglect real friendship. I am totally and utterly head over heels in love with all my friends. Remind them how great they are, don’t forget to check in and spend as much time with them as you can.
9. Travel, travel, travel. Not all those that wander are lost.
10. Make sure, everyday you take action towards your dreams, however big or small. Don’t Stop. Keep Going. Be Strong.

Thank you x

 ‘Even death should not be feared by one who has lived wisely’ Buddha

Nagging Decisions

You spend so much time on a choice that may not be available to you.  Convincing yourself that it is the best choice when it's not even an option. Let's not waste time on this and set forth in a new path.

Such lies

I maybe believe it to make myself feel better.  But its not true. Maybe its easier to turn a blind eye. Maybe its more like who can take and dish up bs better. They are just full of it. Who is more full? Just mind myself like theyball do. Focus on yourself as only you can take care of you.

Oh Well

I am starting to feel I have gotten over it. Now it's just more bitternes

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What to Call This

Maybe they just realize that there is no chance so like everyone elsw they just ignore me. Oh well. I don't like to be told there is a chance and there is hope when there is none. Why tell me the nice things?  Feel I should not put in much effort as its a waste of time anyways.  Spend so much time thinking of things they don't care about.  False sense of hope based on one persons words. They ate just being nice. 

Working keep working

Pissed Bubble

Here we are again. Teeth been giving me troubles. Blogger has been giving me more troubles. It no longer does that I need it to go no more. Maybe it's time to change. The moble version seems a little better but not by much. 

Seeing the missed calls reminds me of a time I long to forget.  I paid greatly for it. You wonder what happened and you recall what was going on.  It makes you the way you are. I am not who I want to be. I am just tired and losing sight of anything to look forward to.  Kind of feel like this is how it will always be.  What am I going to do? How will I get through this?