Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Pissed

Why no answer?  Is your time more important?  Maybe what they say is true.  But it seems is more the thought that's creating.  Use to not care really.  Whenever is fine.  But you at creating distance when you think things are a certain way.  No incentive to be anything else when you think Iam anyways.  Is that who I am? Is that who I want to be? Is that who I should be?  Think back to when I was most content.  Mini goals mini tasks.  You must want it. Why I even bother with you?   Why we long for your acceptance?  No one returns the favor.  Why is always you reaching out? 

Monday, November 4, 2013

That Wasn't so Bad

It didn't take as long as I imagined. Nor was it as difficult as I had imagined. The numbers worked out.  I'm colder than I thought.  Try to have less but more nice things. You don't need more to make yourself feel better. Having more doesn't make it worth more. Quality over quanity.