Trying Disapointment

Thought I try to catch up on some messages, all to be disappointed that nothing comes back. Thought it would get some things done, in a way it did, but some set backs and disappointments once again. Realizing why I didn't try much before, what I was avoiding before. It's all rather convenient. Seems like I am just digging myself into my own hole or rolling in my dung.

Chok