Illness

I am making myself sick with all the sickness around me. I haven't listened to talks for a long while. At least 2 months. Think it's about time. Hopefully it will help me like it has before. There's another thing on my mind that I am worried about. I hope things be better tomorrow. I Pray for it. I have become restless tonight. I was venting just awhile ago. Was slightly distracted before, but then something just triggered me and I started on the dark trail. I don't know what to do if this is going to be an constant coinsurance. Vampire Dairies was nice. Been a while since I seen it. Almost forgot why I enjoyed it so. Almost lost the feeling..